please

please show me just one sense of awakening
I can't go on alone
I need you to tell me that you'll still be there
           watching that I won't fail
           that I won't make the wrong decision
           I won't accidentally kill you
are you still there?
can you hear me?
please blink your eyes
or touch my fingers
           they are there
           lying on the bed, near you
please
I have to know that I didn't kill you...
please - just one sense of awakening
           hello?